Welcome to: The Life I Have Lived

The Lamb of God ~ The Lion of Judah ~ The Apostasy has no Reason

I am here to talk about God’s word to the under-informed, disaffected, and, perhaps, disinterested. As well as welcome open discussion to followers who want to talk plainly about The Word outside of the doctrines of men. Knowledge is Power, free conversation is a Blessing.

My Latest Posts


  • I Was a False Messiah
    I have a diagnosis of bipolar 1, with psychotic features. This resulted from long term perinatal mood disorder, that is, it started in pregnancy. I have committed to abstain from mind-altering states. This wasn’t always the case. I chased mind-altering experiences for spiritual gratification until I was in spiritual crisis. I researched occult and New… Read more: I Was a False Messiah
  • Newbie, here…
    So, I guess I’m what they call a new Christian. I’ve been taking my walk with Jesus for some years, however, I’m a late bloomer in some areas. I wasn’t sure what all this blog was going to contain, I’m trying to let God direct me in that way, however, inviting you along on my… Read more: Newbie, here…
  • Hopelessly Insane?
    Just because I think I’m God doesn’t mean I’m crazy. After all, I don’t expect YOU to think I’m God. It’s just the persistent Scenario swimming through my Mind
  • Recurring Dream: Ready to Graduate
    I have this recurring dream that evolves and this morning I graduated from earth High School, again.
  • I think I have a demon
    We all have something. Some adversarial negative talk or yearnings or penchant for some sin. Some may seem bigger than others, who am I to judge the size of a sin? No one at all. I’ve had a demon before, it was given me to hold me down. I removed it myself eight years ago.… Read more: I think I have a demon
  • Being Reborn
    I’ve been battling with something during this 21 days of prayer & fasting. I am not familiar with what it is. However, my friend Lynn knows. She prayed for me when I got home and was feeling angry and dirty. She prayed 1 John 4:4. I had invited the Holy Spirit into my Heart during… Read more: Being Reborn
  • Under Spiritual Attack
    I seem to be having some struggles that are related to health and mental well-being. I’ve never had issues with my liver, but today my liver started to hurt just as I was heading into the evening prayer session at my church. We’re involved in the worldwide 21 days of prayer and fasting. Today is… Read more: Under Spiritual Attack